here am i update-ing my DEAD DEAD DEAD blog for the past few months xD . i was lazy to update because i was busy playing wolfteam! and maplestory!!! xD

oh yeah! not to forget i lost my phone somewhere in my house -.- which i cant find till now so if you need me text/call me on this number 016-9050151 AND if you dont need me dont disturb me.

i'am still wait-omg for christmas!!! 2 month and 5 days to go!

ps: no body can be trusted not even friends.

in the morning when i wake up,

and i open my eyes.

i feel like an aching in my heart,

thats when i realize.

how much i miss you,

and long to have you near me.

my heart is filled with sadness,

and my eyes are filled with tears.

at different times through out the day,

i find that i'am missing you.

and i wonder if, perhaps abit,

maby you miss me too.

when i want to hear your voise,

and call you on the phone.

when i checked my e-mail,

and find that nothing is there.

i cant help it that to worry,

and put you in my prayers.

i think by now its safe to say,

that i miss you very much,

and my heart will never be the same with out you...

by: su-zen